Grandpa Fathers

 25th February 2016, Permatang Pasir, Melaka -Innalillahi wainna ilaihiraajiu'n. My great-gdrandfather,88, had passed away last Thursday. I feel so sad because he had go forever and never return. After this, when we go back to hometown we never see grandpa again. Only grandma and her little son. I don't know how my grandma will live alone there and manage her son who is 7 years old. I feel pity on her. But, I know she can be a strong woman to pass through this all.

Every holiday, when we went hometown we didn't do many activity because of age factor of my grandparent. But, I feel happy and grateful because I can feel stay in the village. My grandpa is an old man who was rich in religious knowledge. So, when we want back home, he always give many advices. When I greets him, he will hold my hand for a few minutes and said, " Don't forget to recite Quraan, read with correct pronouncement. Breathing also have to take care.  Understand the words. If you can memorize it, then do so." Everytime I greets him, he will say that repeatedly.

I never forget him. I'm gonna miss him so much just like my late grandparents. Al-Fatihah.

Childhood -Hood (part 3)

Next,  when we bored playing like in a restaurant (last blog), we continue playing  like in a clinic. I had made many piece of papers which I wrote a number for patient take their turn although only I and my sister played it. Only two of us. Then, I made a book where I recorded of 'my patient'. I putted all my friends name because I think the difficult thing to do is choosing name so I putted my friends name.
All the name was act by my sister,  Qilah. Sometimes, if she wanted to take my position as a doctor, I let her,  but i scolded her and said,
"Ishh,,you don't know how to be a doctor.  Let me be a doctor.I"
I wonder if that time I really know how to be a doctor. Hahaha. This is a benefit being a sister,  I can do what I want. Hehehe.

Wahh, so many things I had past trough in childhood.  Now, I realized how gratefully am I if I can be a child again. I can do what I want although I 'all be scolded by my parents. I don't have to think about my future or working one day. Ouuhh..I wish. But, life must go on, beb! Stay strong! There's something waiting for you out there. Peace!
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Best Childhood Ever ! 🐣(part 2)

Last blog, I wrote about teaching and that was on school days. But, when holidays came and our parents went for work,  we lived with our late grandma.  She was an old lady,  so she doesn't care much with what we we're playing. I mean, when she watched my sister and I playing, she will get some rest or watch television.

I asked my sister I want to play this, I want to play that..and she just followed what I asked for. We played like in a restaurant situation.  I love to be cashier  because we had a toy machine cashier and I'll make a fake moneys. I will conquer  that thing and I will force Qilah be a waitress or a customers or both of it. Hahaha. So, she just folloelwed.  How cruel am I?!  Hahaha. Actually ,  we had a book of menu that I created. The restaurant we named as Restaurant Seri Wangi. Wuuhh..  Now, it has gone. I don't  know where it is.

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Our childhood 👭 (part 1)

I have a sister who is 14 years old this year. She studying at SMK Seri Ampangan. Our age only 3 years different, so we share many things and knowledge. I would like to story about a long time ago.

I think I was 9 or 10 years old. I love playing with her. One day, I acted as a teacher she acted as a student, of course. We played in our bedroom where was a door, a wood door actually, so, we can made the door as a whiteboard. I said to my sister, Aqilah..
"Qilah, bring back two or three chalks from your class, okay. But, make sure there nobody". Hahahaha
We were at the same school in primary school. So, my sister and I will bring back some chalks. When we return home, we very excited to played. She sat in front of me ( on a chair and study table in our bedroom) and I will teach what I know or what I had learn at school on that day.

I laughed when I remembered that moment. Later, when she felt bored with what I were teaching, she will let me talked alone. It's okay. I have many 'students' in front of me. Hahaha. What a funny moment.

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Mommy 💞

Today, less than two hours, my lovely mommy will take a flight to China. She would go for some days. Actually, her flight is at 3 a.m tomorrow. But, because of tomorrow my father has go to work and i with my siblings must go to school, so she need to go tonight. She needs to get there earlier.

I feel terribly sad for the first time because my mom would be so far away from me T.T Before this, she went somewhere for official business only in country but this time so far from me.

Hope you will having a safe flight. 

" Oh Allah, grant more protection and health to my mommy. Accompany her with your blessing, refuge and sustenance. I wish her a safe journey and return home safely. love you so muchhh!

I'm gonna miss her very very very much!! T.T

Worth it holiday🍃

           Last Thursday, I followed my mom to her fitness class. When I arrived there, many women around 35-55 years old joined the class. They do many types of activities such as push up, sit up and slow jog. When the class ended, around 9 o'clock, mom and I went to a small near nearby having our breakfast with her friend. After that, we went home.
But I told my mom..

I:  Ibu, I want to go home on foot, please?

From the stall to my home was about 3 Km. She thinked a while.

Mom:  Okay, but follow this road (road in housing). I will follow you behind.
I: Okay.

Without wasting time, I walked from the stall. While walking, I grinned alone because I was so excited. I never walked along this road on foot. As I came along aside the neighborhood suddenly, I saw someone looked at me. I smiled at him and he smiled back.

I: Uncle! (Waving)
Uncle: Are you exercising?
I: No 'lah' uncle. (Ggrinned like rotten clams) 😁
Uncle: Nobody exercise at this time (10:00a.m) . It's very hot. If you want to exercise, do it early in the morning.
I: Hee..I just walking with my mom (pointing my mom in a car behind)

I felt embrassed on that day but worth it. 😀

My first blog

Hi. I'm Nadiah. This is my first time I'm creating a blog. I would like to share about my future or dreams something like that.

After I end my school this year, first think I said to myself 'I must work. I need to find my own money'. Yaa..all things that I want to my mom said 'use your own money'.  I hope so.
So, I think I will start with work with my aunty who has some business. She business some food like nasi lemak, bihun, karipap, samosa and many more.  But sometimes she had an order from mom's office. Many kind of department. Something like small catering like that. But right now she is not well. I hope she still strong so she can teach me about business one day.

Other than working, I need to have a motorcycle or car  licence. But my mom ask me to take car first, cause it will be easy for me one day. However I need to focus study first for my SPM. After that I will learn all those thing, I mean learn to driving.

After having some money and license, with God's willing, I'm gonna focus back in study, what cos will I take, which university  will I sit up, and what will I become. All the times actually  I always thinking what is waiting for me out there. I have two options. Either syariah or Islamic banking. Maybe my chance in Islamic banking is too tiny. Well, I have some planning. I will continue with what the best. Mom's said that I just have to score the best in SPM and If I get straight A's it will be easier for me to choose what I want.